Lately I have been feeling this "zombie" feeling/dreaming feeling that many people are talking about. Like others I have heard that drugs have induced their dp/dr. Mine was brought upon me with pot. I tried a small amount less than a bowl and that night I had a horrible panic attack, heart was going, racing thoughts, all that good stuff. The next day i felt this zombie feeling and still felt drunk and not right for some reason.
A few days later I got these sudden flashes that reminded me of my experience while high, it was a split second of feeling very odd. Shortly after I have a series of panic attacks which were just awful. Eventually I started to have panic attacks and anxiety rushes where I could not come down from that anxiety. I basically could not snap out of it, I have never had anxiety this bad. My anxiety was so bad I was scared to wake up and do stuff anything really.l I am still neverous doing things and I feel really spacy a lot.
I feel really odd when I first wake up, in places with many people/things, and while talking to people. I get odd visuals like I feel like there is a haze it looks like i think, I feel like colors are off. Lights annoy the hell out of me, if it was up to me I would love a dark room.
I am pretty sure its not me thinking about this stuff, of course thinking it brings it out more but it is always in the background. I was put on zoloft and it has eliminated my anxiety levels rather well.
Personally I am leaning towards trying lamictal, i have heard great things on the forum talking about how it really does work. I am one for medication and I have nothing against it, I know there are many on the board who feel that being absolutely natural is the key. I am not afraid to try medication either, I do react rather well with medication, I'm very sensative to it I suppose (atleast it seems that way with most medications I take). I hope lamictal is the same way, but you never know it could do nothing for me at all.
Besides me talking about what is happening to me I figure this is a good chance to take. I just have a few questions.
-Why aren't more people taking lamictal?
-Anyone out there using it? and their experiences.
-Should the drug be taken over a long period of time, or is it like you fix the problem and go off of it? I'm guessing it acts like an A-D in the sense you try to go off when your better but it is not always sucessful.
P.S. whats your stance on alcohol and dp/dr?
Thanks,
Orangeaid.
A few days later I got these sudden flashes that reminded me of my experience while high, it was a split second of feeling very odd. Shortly after I have a series of panic attacks which were just awful. Eventually I started to have panic attacks and anxiety rushes where I could not come down from that anxiety. I basically could not snap out of it, I have never had anxiety this bad. My anxiety was so bad I was scared to wake up and do stuff anything really.l I am still neverous doing things and I feel really spacy a lot.
I feel really odd when I first wake up, in places with many people/things, and while talking to people. I get odd visuals like I feel like there is a haze it looks like i think, I feel like colors are off. Lights annoy the hell out of me, if it was up to me I would love a dark room.
I am pretty sure its not me thinking about this stuff, of course thinking it brings it out more but it is always in the background. I was put on zoloft and it has eliminated my anxiety levels rather well.
Personally I am leaning towards trying lamictal, i have heard great things on the forum talking about how it really does work. I am one for medication and I have nothing against it, I know there are many on the board who feel that being absolutely natural is the key. I am not afraid to try medication either, I do react rather well with medication, I'm very sensative to it I suppose (atleast it seems that way with most medications I take). I hope lamictal is the same way, but you never know it could do nothing for me at all.
Besides me talking about what is happening to me I figure this is a good chance to take. I just have a few questions.
-Why aren't more people taking lamictal?
-Anyone out there using it? and their experiences.
-Should the drug be taken over a long period of time, or is it like you fix the problem and go off of it? I'm guessing it acts like an A-D in the sense you try to go off when your better but it is not always sucessful.
P.S. whats your stance on alcohol and dp/dr?
Thanks,
Orangeaid.