You Will Be Glad You Did It...

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shadowness

Discussion Starter · Nov 20, 2004

ok...

a lot of us here find doing things really hard...

for example i felt really bad yesturday but had to go out to post some letters, go to the doctors, get some art materials and get some bits and pieces...

when i go home after doing this...i felt so disorientated and had head pains and just felt so dp/dr'ed...

then i thought to myself well at least you did it...

but i felt nothing about it...not glad i did it...not felt as thought i had achievd something...

everything i do just feels so hollow....feeling as though i am not doing these things feels like it has detached my emotion to whatever i do...

anyone else relate?

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dreamcatcher

· #2 · Nov 20, 2004

can totally relate shadowness.....

.... if i manage to do something and my partner tries to congratulate me on achieving...my mind goes onto the one that i use to do all this and slag the achievement down....

....going out...doing things.....it feels meaningless.....just going through the motions.....but i suppose this is what we have to do to gain our normality......carry on doing things shads.....i am sure it is all going to get easier until one day we no longer question it any more...we will just be, like everyone else

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