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i dont ever post here really cus i dont like reminding my self to much that i have dp/dr. Just wanna say to people that feel bad, u will feel better soon! ive just been through the worst dp episode ever, it made it worse i didnt even know what dp was at the time. dp is just a big load of bollox just feels like im fighting against this stupid thing that doesnt really exist i just make it exist by thinking about it soo much. im 19 and weed induced for 5 or 6 years, i have no panic attacks anymore cus when ever i startto feel really weird i just sit there and think 'fuck u dp u little prick' hahah just my way of dealing with it, and to anyone that thinks its fucked up ya abitions and goals, u can still do it! i produce music and am signed to 3 different record labels and djing out in loads of clubs,i work full time, and am sponsered by two different skate clothing labels. i did all of that since i was 16 which means it was all achevied with really harsh dp/dr. i think what has helped me alot is where i live, i live in the countaryside to any uk'ers i live in cornwall, the stress of the city does not help at all. anyways i just thought id post something to let people who felt like i did a couple of weeks back feel a little positive. stay happy!! its not the end of the world, ya brain is a little bit diff nothing bad! mucho love guys JAMIE