I had gone to Kenneywood, amusement park outside of Pittsburgh, PA, with my family yesterday for my husband's shop picnic. They entire time I was there, it felt like a dream. Everyone around me seemed to close yet out of reach if that makes any sense. I kept telling myself don't ruin this for your daughter and husband, just keeping smiling and get through the day. Life is so short and it seems like I am wasting the best years of my life because I can't get over this. To make matters worse I was just beat from the sun and the humidity and being seven months pregnant that all I wanted to do was lie down when I got home. I feel half way asleep for maybe five minutes and when I came back to the DP/DR hit me like a ton of bricks and I even found myself questioning if I had actually even gone to the park today. What in the holy hell is this all about. Just looking for advice and words of encouragement. Thanks in advance.