Hello to all. I'm from Serbia so sorry for my bad English. This nightmare of my started three months ago,with a panic attack. My anxiety was very bad and i was scared and alone and fucked uo fir two months,didn't think it could go worse. But one day,after having a couple of beers with a friend i felt strange. The feeling scared the shit out of me. But i touhgt it will pass,i tought i was just tired. But the feeling never left. I didn't know what it was i could sweat i was crazy. Like,litteraly crazy,no going back. Then i found somthing called Dr and found out that i'm not the only one who is "crazy". I lost the sense of myself,can't recognize myself in the miror anymore,everything is blury,my eyesight is terible. But the most terifying thing is existential thoughts. They zone me out so much i can't even explain the feeling. I have to remind myself where am i all the time,on planet Earth with people. I'm scared that i will desolve into nothing,i can't explain it better than that. And i also somethimes think that i'm imagining everything,Solipsism. But in top of that i'm verry active,even more than before,bevause it scares me to be aline with my thoughts and not doing anything. I did go to the terapist yet because in my country they give you just a bunch of medicine and sent you home and i was depressed two years ago and was put in medicine and it didn't help. So i don't know what to do anymore. I felt that i could go crazy at any moment. I fell so sad and lost and confused and fucked up. Sorry for long post. I'm 21 by the way. Anyone here with the similar symptoms?