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So I have had the symptoms for 7 years now, and I realize that I have been through a couple of stages of DP,
as of last week in the worse state I have been in for years.
The last 2 years I was feeling pretty good considering I still had the symptoms, I could think efficiently, be creative, happy, and in sync with conversations,
I would go weeks without thinking about the DP for a second.
though knowing that I still had DP through remembering how it used to be before I got it, when everything was clear and undistorted.
I have been staying away from alcohol for the last 2 years, as I have experienced getting drunk severely increasing my DP for an unknown amount of time, I can't seem to remember if it faded back to my lower level of DP or I just got used to the new level of symptoms, when I can think rationally, be happy and be social effeciently it is hard to determine if it has ones been more or less.
Then a week ago I got drunk because a friend convinced me to drink more than one beer wich is otherwise my limit, I did not even get severly drunk, I could still stand, walk and talk,
but from then until now my symptoms have been worse than ever, like I am a sleep but my body and brain is still awake doing whatever, I could not have written this post two days ago because everything was too distant, today it improved a tiny bit.
Also after the worsening it seems like I have forgotten a lot of things that I otherwise remembered all the time, I even forgot how my daily routine went how I would start my work day, what I would eat etc.
Anyway, I will try to cure it with happiness, and for now cure just means getting it back to a manageable level where I can still achieve things in life.
I think I might have been an anxious person when I first got DP, but now after 7 year I am a different person, really happy, social and not afraid of anything (except worsening of DP).
I just hope it will not take too long with recovering from this alcohol incident so I can get on top again.
Does anyone have experience with alcohol worsening DP, and recovering from it?
as of last week in the worse state I have been in for years.
The last 2 years I was feeling pretty good considering I still had the symptoms, I could think efficiently, be creative, happy, and in sync with conversations,
I would go weeks without thinking about the DP for a second.
though knowing that I still had DP through remembering how it used to be before I got it, when everything was clear and undistorted.
I have been staying away from alcohol for the last 2 years, as I have experienced getting drunk severely increasing my DP for an unknown amount of time, I can't seem to remember if it faded back to my lower level of DP or I just got used to the new level of symptoms, when I can think rationally, be happy and be social effeciently it is hard to determine if it has ones been more or less.
Then a week ago I got drunk because a friend convinced me to drink more than one beer wich is otherwise my limit, I did not even get severly drunk, I could still stand, walk and talk,
but from then until now my symptoms have been worse than ever, like I am a sleep but my body and brain is still awake doing whatever, I could not have written this post two days ago because everything was too distant, today it improved a tiny bit.
Also after the worsening it seems like I have forgotten a lot of things that I otherwise remembered all the time, I even forgot how my daily routine went how I would start my work day, what I would eat etc.
Anyway, I will try to cure it with happiness, and for now cure just means getting it back to a manageable level where I can still achieve things in life.
I think I might have been an anxious person when I first got DP, but now after 7 year I am a different person, really happy, social and not afraid of anything (except worsening of DP).
I just hope it will not take too long with recovering from this alcohol incident so I can get on top again.
Does anyone have experience with alcohol worsening DP, and recovering from it?