Wish I had never taken benzos

In the beginning of my dp/dr, benzos (specifically klonopin) were extremely helpful in letting me get through the day without having a major meltdown. But it's almost 2 years later and well... I can't get off the Klonopin without some withdrawal symptoms. I tried getting off it for a week this past week (as my doctors don't want me on any benzos) but I ended up in the ER with major anxiety and DP and they wrote me a script for Klonopin so I've been taking it again and my withdrawal symptoms went away.

I don't know what to do... :/ help??