I have core DP experience 23.998/7 for 30 years ? not a lot of anxiety for 25 or so, and ?depression? seems to me subsumed in detachment. No overt DR (as I understand it) in that I have no visual disturbances above the ever-present (when I choose to notice) flatness, or alien-ness, or detachment or disconnectedness of/from sensory input.
I?ve been on a therapeutic dose of lamictal for about 9 months now, 3 or 4 of which in combination with Wellbutrin (substantial forgetfulness) and now 3 or 4 or so with an SSRI (prozak).
Results: no improvement at all in DP stuff. Perhaps some lightening of mood on the surface ? that is, perhaps my interface with the world is a little smoother, my speech a little more glib, but this is both good and bad: good when I joke around a little with the girl at the grocery store or at the coffee shop; bad in that, after a day of work with more complex interactions, I am a little less sure that I have not been a little odd, quirky, or inappropriate.
I have also been sleeping a lot and have noticed a real decrease in any kind of motivation, which was never very high in the first place.
In addition, it seems to me that my sleep is less deep, my dreams more verbal.
Also, I seem to have nonsense verbalizations going on in my mind with much more frequency than I remember--e.g. the moment I wake up I
will be reciting something like some stupid lyric, and throughout the day I find myself repeating, in my mind, some words or numbers or whatever that I have just thought or encountered -- a stop sign, a highway number, or whatever.
I have given this combo a fair shake, have given SSRIs a fair trial, and can conclude that they are of no use to me and can be done with them. I am weaning off now, and am not sure what to expect. It is possible that I will feel better, and equally possible that I will crash, fulfilling the prognosis of Dr. MHP (metal health professional), made within the first ten minutes of our first appointment, that I will have to take ?something? for the rest of my life, just as if I had diabetes or whatever.
I am now interested (further experiments in psychopharmacology) in a specifically dopamanergic drug (based on some small success with wellbutrin by itself) perhaps the anti-parkenson?s treatment selegiline (deprenyl) .
Also, the new miracle weight-loss, smoking-cessation drug (in trials now and yet to be approved) rimonabant, is of real interest, because it works directly on the endocannabinoid system, blocking the receptors that marijuana targets. For many reasons, it seems to me that the cannabinoid system may be at the core of this whole DP mess.