When I read this I thought it sounds awfully familiar, but I couldnt connect it with something. Today when rereading I realize its when you're homosexual (like me), you go through the same process (wanting others to understand, not wanting to be judged, find recognition with others, accepting that others dont understand etc).Some people will never understand. Something you just have to accept. Most people, unless they have DP, wont ever understand, they can try and be supportive, but they will never know what it feels like. And again, something you have to accept.