Screw your family.
I'll explain what I mean by that.
You shouldn't stay alive because "you have a family."
Not because "the people around you care about you"
Or because "Pain is temporary". For many of us, DPDR is a lifelong ailment.
There came a point where I took it as a game. I was given this hand in life, and how cool would it be if I could switch it around?
What if there is a cure?
And I don't mean "just ignore it, it'll go away lol" That's bullshit. It doesn't go away, and those people are lying to themselves.
I wanted to find the real answers.
If i drink liquor, I'll get drunk.
If i smoke weed, i'll get high.
I realized that there was always a physical component.
So how is DPDR any different? Or anxiety, Or bipolar disorder, or schizophrenia even?
Why do we treat these symptoms as invisible diseases instead of looking for what might be happening in the body that is causing them?
They aren't any different. There's something we don't know.
My reason for staying alive was to find the answers. And now that i've found them, my reason for staying alive is just to live a good life. Enjoy shit that i couldn't enjoy before. Meet people, have experiences, raise my son.
The human experience has so much to offer when your illness isnt getting in the way.
This should be your goal too. To live a good life, whatever that means to YOU.