tack for replies, I'm happy as a drugged penguin for response. And that's a lovely picture, just sorry for the family she ate. Sigh, this dp just seems to overpower everything, for instance, when I meet a good friend I can't get excited of her company at all but just be quiet sunk in my own world- like a zombie. This applies to every other situation too, nothing can pierce my dead zone. Everything feels exactly the same. That's frustrating. How do I know what to do when all is covered in a big fat blanket? But I've taken one step forward, nowadays it actually starts to feel uncomfortable to stay in bed after I've woken up...yey!