Sometimes i'm thinking like... i don't feel like myself at all. My mind doesn't belong to me. And i cannot see how i ever going to feel like normal again.
I just feel so far away from myself? But i've heard a lot of storys of people recovering. If there is anyone that recovered? I'm just curious how it feels like?
Is it like bizzare to feel normal again? because i really feel so far away from my own mind and my person. Like i'm totally someone else... I tried anti depressiants but they only made it worse. I'm lowering them now.
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