[Guest]

I am extremly depressed to know that somone i met has no emotions and only fears things. The last thing that was even close to happiness was when he was with a girl but that was only a tiny a drop in what should be an oceon of happiness. He has no reason to live, No reason to die. I know its possible to feel tiny drops of good emotions once in a while, but please tell me last time you where happy, as this might help me make him smile.. 1 tiny little smile from this guy would bring me so much joy.

Maybe alot of answers will give me enough imagination to make him laugh or smile just once. I cry just thinkning about what you people are going through and if i could have any wish it would be for you guys to once again feel happy.

 

[terri*]

How wonderful to see someone care so much.

Sometimes we need to do this crazy thing where we pour out our hearts about how crazy and screwed up we think we are and then look in the other person's face and see compassion. Sometimes after I have done this, friends have looked at me and said something like...well I love you, you crazy little nutjob. I know they don't understand my exact problem, but it's the fact they accept it and kid with me that makes me break in to a smile.

I hope you find something that works for you.

Welcome,
terri

 

[livinginhell333]

most of my friends are all right, they don't call me as much, but some do. one of my friends still wants to hang out with me and i don't talk about my problems as much with him, and if i do he doesn't really talk about it or doesn't understand, but at least he doesn't get mad like my brother. but they all want to see me return. so yea last time i was happy was about a year ago.