I understand, you really remind me of my old self when i was first dealing with an anxiety disorder, i tried everything, every little thing and was stuck for a long time because indidnt udnerstand how our thoughts keeps us in an anxiety loop, if ee dont fix some of our thinking and daily habits , you must be young, being young can be alone stressfull figuring out life, getting your relationships in order , being succesfull, making adult choices , plus anxiety /depression can really make it seem like there is no escape , but i asure you there is and if you just stop obssesing and self monitoring you will be out of this, i know you hate people telling you its in you and just love life , and you are frustrated because thats ehat your doing! Well there is a difference between living an anxious life , and living a healthy life, i was 3 years with my first episode , i tried everything every single pill, neuros , therapists , holistic medicine, and i eas still stuck until one day i changed my habits compeltly and also my thinking habits and i was fine, im sure if you now go to a neuro your tests will be fine, just do it , but if you do it and they are ok , understand its not the dp its you , its your thinking patterns , you got this from anxiety and one panick attack your just stuck as it happens with everyone with an anxiety disorder, its the same with dp, people with general anxiety disorder also get stuck for years or months , some people just experience gad, and some peopel experience dp with it continiously, why dont you try something? Get off the forum for 6 months , dont research for a cure for 6 months, even if you feel it and you think its bad , dont obsses go on with life , just say ok its dp just part of anxiety and dont pay too much attention even though it can be consuming just sont feed it researching for hours , if this doesnt work then come back in 6 months and we can discuss if its neurological or something strange in your brain( wich im sure is not)