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I'll post this here to see if anyone goes through the same or has any idea what the hell is happening to me.....
This sucks. I can't even tell if I'm slowly getting better or just getting use to this hell on top of me. Some stuff are slowly fading. Like the existence thoughts and the hyper awareness but I mean VERY slowly and I still feel horrific and like I'm stuck in a bubble. Does this intense dream vision ever go away? It's horrific. I also cant even explain these weird attacks. Are they panic or not!?. I just don't get. I could be fine and all of a sudden I get this rush and my vision zooms and gets brury and all of a sudden I feel like my soul is leaving my body and I'm watching myself from up top and my body goes numb and I'm just a walking pair of eyes. And those send me right back to full Dp/dr symptoms. Which sucks because some haven't gone away at all. So yeah I don't know what those attacks are but I know that they have me VERY traumatized and in fear all day long for almost 6 months now. It's pure hell
According to Dr. Google these are dissociative seizures.. FML
This sucks. I can't even tell if I'm slowly getting better or just getting use to this hell on top of me. Some stuff are slowly fading. Like the existence thoughts and the hyper awareness but I mean VERY slowly and I still feel horrific and like I'm stuck in a bubble. Does this intense dream vision ever go away? It's horrific. I also cant even explain these weird attacks. Are they panic or not!?. I just don't get. I could be fine and all of a sudden I get this rush and my vision zooms and gets brury and all of a sudden I feel like my soul is leaving my body and I'm watching myself from up top and my body goes numb and I'm just a walking pair of eyes. And those send me right back to full Dp/dr symptoms. Which sucks because some haven't gone away at all. So yeah I don't know what those attacks are but I know that they have me VERY traumatized and in fear all day long for almost 6 months now. It's pure hell
According to Dr. Google these are dissociative seizures.. FML