I wondered for so long what it would feel like to be recovered, and I can finally tell you. It feels...normal! It's not something I can really explain, because it's the absence of all the bad feelings I used to have. I believe I have made it to 99% recovery thus far, that last 1% will be when I've been consistently recovered for 2 months.
People here always ask how do I know that I'm recovering, and the answer is that you just know. There's an entire transition in the way you think, and that changes the way to feel and perceive life. You don't find recovery, it finds you when you're ready. You just have to be ready.