I have to echo everything nicewon has said. Consider yourself lucky you have been spared with this hell on earth. The blank mind is like your conscious thoughts are not accessible to you. You have little to no inner voice or imagery going on and feel like you are going your entire day either 1)on autopilot if you do try to do activities or 2) are left in a vegetative state. You feel this overwhelming loss of identity and overall deterioration.Consider yourself lucky cause it's fucking hell. for me it's hard to desribe, but your head just feels empty, somtimes I get this pressure feeling in my brain it honestly feels like brain damage of some sort I duno I hope others can elaborate on how it feels