I had a weird sensation in the left rear of my head for many years. It was the feeling of a vague ache which was not superficial, rather it came from deep within. That place was the epicenter of the epileptic discharges I experienced after smoking cannabis for the 1st time. It began with an epigastric aura and proceeded to
temporal lobe seizures. I had a discharge approximately every 5 seconds for about 2 1/2 minutes.
When the seizures were complete, I was never the same. My EEGs now show significant pathology in my temporal lobe. Before having an MRI, I was almost convinced I had scarred my hippocampus, but my MRI was fairly normal. I know one is not supposed to feel pain in the brain, but I felt those epileptic discharges. They were like
having 110 Volts applied to my head. I have been shocked with 110 volts on numerous occasions and I know how it feels. I lost my emotions following those seizures. I also developed a major depressive disorder. My experience with psychiatry and neurology over the past 45 years is that they don't know shit, and they're in no big hurry
to learn.
temporal lobe seizures. I had a discharge approximately every 5 seconds for about 2 1/2 minutes.
When the seizures were complete, I was never the same. My EEGs now show significant pathology in my temporal lobe. Before having an MRI, I was almost convinced I had scarred my hippocampus, but my MRI was fairly normal. I know one is not supposed to feel pain in the brain, but I felt those epileptic discharges. They were like
having 110 Volts applied to my head. I have been shocked with 110 volts on numerous occasions and I know how it feels. I lost my emotions following those seizures. I also developed a major depressive disorder. My experience with psychiatry and neurology over the past 45 years is that they don't know shit, and they're in no big hurry
to learn.
