[esiuol]

Hi,

My DP/DR is not nearly and bad as it used to be, but I still get the existential questions and stuff and it keeps changing my perception on the world and it's like it's wearing no me down everyday till I'm nothing.

One thought in particular that is messing me up at the moment is "why are we sexually/romantically attracted to other people? We're just bodies made of flesh etc" and it freaks me out cause I can't answer it and now I feel like I don't feel anything when I look at a pretty person or something cause it doesn't mean anything and theres' no feeling there. I was just wondering if anyone had had a thought/similar thought like this please?? And how to get over it? I just feel so bland and sad and weird.

Thanks

 

[MusicaElectronica]

I can relate too this 100%

 

[Hedgehog fuzz]

i know the depression-related feeling that comes with those kind of thoughts. like a fucking sadness because you think that you have reality for what it really is, and that a curtain or veil has lifted and what you see and feel is not exactly great or something to be thrilled about. It sounds like common dp, but i feel for you when you are going through this. i think if you have somebody to talk to face-face it would be great.

 

[esiuol]

I can relate too this 100%

Makes me feel a little better that I'm not alone. I'm sorry you're going through this too, but thank you for replying.

 

[esiuol]

i know the depression-related feeling that comes with those kind of thoughts. like a fucking sadness because you think that you have reality for what it really is, and that a curtain or veil has lifted and what you see and feel is not exactly great or something to be thrilled about. It sounds like common dp, but i feel for you when you are going through this. i think if you have somebody to talk to face-face it would be great.

Thanks for the reply. Yeah, I feel shaken to my very core, my whole perception of the world is different now and I feel like I don't care anymore. And that I don't care that I don't care as well if that makes sense? Makes me feel like a bad person because I don't feel how other people feel.