[128682]

everyday feels like a loop. as in I have to go through, waking up and feeling everything unfamiliar all over again... It gives me so much anxiety to the point where I feel like I’m going to have a mental breakdown... I feel trapped in this world... I keep telling myself I spent 19 years in this earth! why does everything feel unrecognizable now?!... I feel like an alien that just got dropped down into this world! I feel like I’m broke! I don’t know how to “live” anymore... I can’t even go to the store without getting anxiety because everything looks weird! my memories feel distorted... everything I went through in life, doesn’t feel like it was me. In fact it feels like I didn’t go through any of it. can anyone relate? I keep telling myself I’m not alone. I just can’t snap out of it...

 

[esroh]

i very much relate to this fucking loop feeling, but i belive a lot of it comes from our obsession and being overly aware.

For example each time i get up from my chair walk to the kitchen im very aware of that process each time, so every day it feels like the same movie repeating

 

[Bpsnarak]

Yes feel exactly just this. Mine is because of severe existential thoughts. I keep telling myself i've lived my entire life like this for 21 years! But now just looking at sky or at trees be like WTF.

 

[128682]

I just hate that it bothers me so much! like if I could dismiss these feelings, maybe I’d feel better. but I can’t! It’s there and it feels like it’s never going to leave... glad I’m not going through this alone. I don’t wish this upon anyone!

 

[ali3n]

i can definitely relate, (in fact, i was thinking of making a very similar post)

and i cant even get used to it, because each time is like a whole new nightmare

its so good to hear i'm not alone