Venting - my day yesterday

Woke up. Feeling scared. 2 hours later I replied on a other Thread. Exactly at 11.11 hour. Oooooh no, again 11.11??? That is the second time this month. Must mean something..
Walked the dog, Relieved that the first car I saw was not an Audi (audi's are a obsession for me) Convinced I would not see an Audi, turned the corner whammmm an Audi. Must mean something...
Playing cards, getting the same card over and over again. Must mean something....
2 days a go I did a exposure excercise as following; saw a plane and thought if it crashed I caused it. Turned on the tv, zapped. Somewhere in Africa a plane crashed. Later on internet; a little plane crashed in the US. Ooooooh no did I do that? The planes can not be airborned for two days??? But it is close. Must mean something....
Zapped further.....ooooooooh no an Audi commercial. Must mean something...

So, these are my days like the last months.....