Hi I just found this website after feeling hopeful that maybe there would be a physical support group anywhere near me. I don't like to open myself up to DPD because I feel that thinking about it will make it stronger. I do know its good to talk about it sometimes though, I've put 2 videos up on youtube about it. The first was a sort of reveal to the people that knew me to let them know what was going on and after that I had so many people emailing me to talk about it. It felt good to help these people and they helped me too. The second video is about my progress over the past year. I got DP when I was 16, I'm 18 now and due to not taking care of myself it's gotten stronger. I'm still hopeful but I guess I just want to know what it feels like from people who have come out of DP and how it happened.