[livinginhell333]

everything is so unreal and unfamiliar, most of the time i don't know where i am. my own home is unfamiliar settings that were familiar are no longer. i hate this. its like i forgot my sense of time, place, environment and seems like i ain't getting it back, maybe thats why they put me on anti-psychotics cuz my reality testing is out of wack. haven't took the medicine for a while and i'm still like this. my reality is still gone, my dreams are more real than my life, its sad really.

 

[livinginhell333]

even my own family is unfamiliar like i've never seen them before and my friends too... its so weird, is this part of derealization? i don't have the light trouble people have or the head pressures though, i just feel real light, thats about it.

 

[agentcooper]

i believe that is more depersonalization than derealization. i definately have more derealization than depersonalization and i never have felt that^^^.

 

[Guest]

i feel really light as well....my arms and hands feel like they weigh less

 

[livinginhell333]

my legs feel weightless too. when i walk, doesn't feel like me walking. i'm amazed that i'm actually moving my legs. i can't actually believe that i move at all. i don't know what it is thats making me move.

 

[Guest]

hey man...i have the exact same thing....if you ever want to talk pm me ..and i will give you my number

 

[Chris]

Yep, thats exactly how I feel. It makes me sick to my stomach to not recognize my own family. The most bizzare of all feelings though is how all my memories of the last 21 years are intact. I can think back to memories and stuff but its like they belong to someone else. Not me.

 

[Guest]

you have derealization like i do, everything you describe is like mine except yours is worst because your fairly new to it. After a while you get used to it and sometimes dont even feel it.

 

[Guest]

you have derealization like i do, everything you describe is like mine except yours is worst because your fairly new to it. After a while you get used to it and sometimes dont even feel it.

Hmm.. been a sufferer for 14 years, when will i get used to it? :?

 

[Guest]

you have derealization like i do, everything you describe is like mine except yours is worst because your fairly new to it. After a while you get used to it and sometimes dont even feel it.

Hmm.. been a sufferer for 14 years, when will i get used to it? :?

each person is different.. if you dont get used to it you cant conquer it