[MusicaElectronica]

Does anyone feel like it's uncomfortable to feel good? I get a weird anxious feeling along with happiness,Like it feels pointless or something, and I'm freaking out by my own existence

Can someone relate?

 

[MusicaElectronica]

It feels just overwhelming. Like I wont feel anything.

 

[TiredAndExhausted]

I can somehow relate.. Lately I've been feeling anxious over my past life, when I felt better and somehow free from this existential hell I'm experiencing now. I was never actually happy but my anxiety makes me feel and think there's Always been something wrong with my existence, it's hard to explain.. but yes, definitely I got weird feelings on things that are supposed to be nice, too

 

[MusicaElectronica]

I can somehow relate.. Lately I've been feeling anxious over my past life, when I felt better and somehow free from this existential hell I'm experiencing now. I was never actually happy but my anxiety makes me feel and think there's Always been something wrong with my existence, it's hard to explain.. but yes, definitely I got weird feelings on things that are supposed to be nice, too

Thank you very much for your reply,

Yes it's very hard to explain this - it's like everything feels wrong and all good things too

 

[Chip1021]

Yes. "Good" things and events just feel wrong. It's why I don't even try to seek out pleasure anymore.

 

[bigpwn]

I actually feel like there's something wrong with me when I start feeling good, that's why my good feelings usually don't last very long

How did I get so fucked up in such a short amount of time?