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I haven't left my house in days. I haven't showered in days. (gross i know but i would love to do it if i could). I'm so lightheaded and out of it I don't even feel human. I'm going up on one of my medicines and lowering another, could that be why I'm feeling so awful? I feel crazy and absolutely certain I'm going to die, even though I've had every test under the sun done. I can't go outside. It feels so surreal and strange out there that I start to get dizzy and nauseous. Especially during the daytime. I have a new job orientation in two days and I cannot see myself being able to go like this. I can barely leave the couch. I'm having multiple panic attacks a day where I feel like I'm either about to go crazy or about to faint. The world feels scary, like I'm on a horror movie set or something.