I appreciate this posting. Do is a real 'bitch slap!' Unfortunately it seems harder and harder to get rid of. Yesterday I was playing tennis and I coudnt recall where I was, the Val and score keeping. It's one more activity Rooney.
I wish my old life would return although I won't say that it wasn't riddled with problems that had me anxious and confused. But being able to gage my own ability would've very nice feeling. Like I am in charge. I pray for that day. Something that normal ppl have regularly.