Today I actually felt good. The sun actually came out today after a couple days of rain, and I went and played a little golf. I actually sometimes enjoy time alone. I was able to keep myself distracted, and I hardly thought about dp. It goes to show that there is hope for me, and for everyone. I also have been on Zoloft for about a month, and this has really helped me with the obsessive thoughts and depression. Don't give up everyone, there is hope.