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It is with great sadness and a heavy heart that I reach out today for support. my dad died hour ago. I recently posted that my father and my family had walked away from me a long time ago because they were ashamed of their daugher who suffered an illness such as this one. They were embarrased and I was a burden to them. It broke my heart to stay away from them all, but I have had the hard fight of anorexia and dp/dr I had to save my life. I no longer had the energy to be to be loved and accepted by my mom and dad. and sisters and brothers. I was told one hour ago that he died by a friend. I have cried so hard my heart hurts today. I hope it is okay to reach out here today. I feel like a lost soul at this time. I know I will continue to be strong and fight the illness with which I live, I will continue to write and try and help those who suffer for one thing that comes out of all the grief is knowing that I am a loving and caring human being i care about my fellow man. Thank god for a place like this one where one is not judged. I want you all to know that I appreciate all of you.