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Man, I thought I was doing better, but I guess not. I just feel horrible today. I don't want to do anything. I feel like I'm going to go crazy. (I know I'm not). It's so hard to live when you don't know who you are. I try so hard to get better, go to therapy, take medication, but I just seem to be stuck. Nobody understands me, so I don't bother telling them whats wrong. I feel like I'm just living without knowing why or who "Shane" is. I just want to give up. I know I can't but its just so hard to continue on. My situation is strange. I don't have the symptoms of dp, I just forget who I am. Before I could just live life without worrying about things, but now I just feel uncertain about myself. I've become more aware of who I am, and it's scary. Well, sorry about my ranting. I guess I should go to class.

I have those days too Shane, I know what you mean and Ive been having them more lately. Its hard to move on when you see the futility of life.
Ive been asking myself often whats the fucking use of continuing life, when you know that when you feel good you know you will feel bad again and the other way around. Thats not much of a life to enjoy, is it?
Im struggling with letting go of this thought and simply move on and keep looking for giving my life meaning, how to do it and enjoy it.
I know its hard.
Take care. :?
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