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When did you first experience DP/DR?
1950-195400.00%
1955-195900.00%
1960-196421.89%
1965-196910.94%
1970-197432.83%
1975-197954.72%
1980-198432.83%
1985-19891413.21%
1990-19941312.26%
1995-19991413.21%
2000-20043533.02%
2005-20091615.09%
 

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2000 - ?

5 years of this shit and counting.
 

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I was born in 1978. My mom says I have panic attacks since I was 2 years old. My panic attacks are always because of dp/dr, so I figure I have had dp/dr from 1980 till now.
 

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what an extreme oddity about 2000-2004. Wonder if it's a generational thing. Or simply that these are more of the demographics of most of us who are online. Could mean nothing.
 

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could have to do with all the horrible things going on in the world post september 9/11??? just a thought. i know i have a different outlook on life... i'm always worried about another bombing... etc etc.. and i live in canada for christ sakes! anyway... i think it made people scared shitless that so many horrifying things could happen to us.
 

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I've had dp/dr for as long as I can remember, although it has gotten progressively worse year by year. It's so weird how knew something was wrong with myself as a child.. I couldn't put my finger on it, something with the way I saw the world. I would always try to eliminate causes - was it my vision that was causing it? Was it because of an itch?

Still, in comparison to how I feel today, childhood was so full of life. From time to time, i get these glimpses.. flashbacks from the time when I felt alive. Sometimes I almost faint. It's like being dead and catching a glimpse of how it's like to live. I see the contrast between how life is supposed to be like, and how I'm now living. I become bitter. I start to resent happy people... I get angry when people laugh. That makes me a terrible person. I sleep... I follow my routines.. I make up big thoughts that I can't comprehend.. and point anger towards innocent people. That's the one thing that seperates me from being dead - the anger and the jealousy. I have no function in this world.
 
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