Reading the bible leaves (Or left) me absolutely terrified, convinced I was going to hell, I'm scum, unclean, unpure, and nothing but shit - if there is a god, the bible is a shocking advert for 'him', and could probably cause DP/DR - I know my vivid imagination terrified my while reading the descriptions of eternal hellfire, etc.
Currently trying to free myself from religion - I don't know what will happen when I die. Getting old terrifies me, not just in the death sense but I just see old people and think "That will be me one day".
My current idea is that eternity is as long as we percieve it (E.g. while we are alive) and that heaven or hell is a state that we live in - I know I'm very familar with the latter.