So hi everyone? I've had this shit for 12 years non stop and it can't be just because of anxiety because I've got on with my life and done normal things I eat healthy and drink a lot of water and I exercise. I'm going to doctors on Monday and I'm gonna demand answers to why I am like this, there is a lot of mental illness on my mum's side and a lot of things to do with the brain on my dad's side, I hardly see my dad, haven't seen him for years and I know he had suffered with depersonalisation and my nannas died from parkinsons disease and my dad's sister died at the age of 22 because she had an epileptic fit and I've been researching into epilepsy and from a youngreat age I stop what I'm doing and just stare for a few moments like in a trance and that is a former of epilepsy...anyway this depersonalisation should of gone now so I'm digging deeper!!! Wish me luck ????