I feel like one of the worst symptoms of this disease for me is the hyper-awareness of the fact that I'm never really in the present. Everything ends. Time doesn't stop and you keep moving forward, everything becomes memories. Makes life feel kind of pointless. No matter what you do, your moments cease, and you can never really be in the moment.
I have a weird sense of time with DP/DR. It feels like I'm never really 'in the moment' or present. I have noticed as the dp/dr lessens the sense of time shifts to present awareness. You are not alone.
This is an older thread, you may not receive a response, and could
be reviving an old thread. Please consider creating a new thread.
Depersonalization Support Forum
A forum community dedicated to support for those living with depersonalization disorder. Come join the discussion about treatment, health, life styles, spirituality, medication, research, recovery, and more!