In the past on this forum, i have tried to be a voice of reason. But, to think that i am ok is just me fooling myself, so...
Yeah, i mask irl and online. But really what kills me the most everyday is just knowing how much better I "could" be... it feels like thoughts that are the worst come automatically and so I spin out of control... Its all the reason i talk about the man named krishnamurti. Because that guy knew about this whole mind trap. But, just thinking what he thought isnt good enough. We will all have to figure it out on our own.
