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·hmmm well... the day i fell into this dazy hazy crazy world of DP/DR was sometime last summer...I'd always had this 'thing' since I was younger..I'd have weird, strange and sometimes subliminal thoughts...i didn't know what it was till at about 14/15 i looked on the net and found out i was suffering with ocd-like symptoms. I lost my father tragically at 15 and this brought a lot of change and adjusting. Also a lot of coping. I'm lucky to have the best mother in the world and brothers. I became more social in the last 3 years and that's when I started smoking a bit of pot. Stupid looking back at it, but at the time it just seemed something to do every now and again.....big big mistake....one day i was at a mates house and couldn't smoke it...so i took a bite of hash...from that moment on i knew something was weird...very weird....i started hallucinating and was scared out of my wits. The next morning i woke up and just felt so stoned...and this continued throughout the day and the feeling kinda stuck. I thought i was going schizo or something....I needed to know what was up so i browsed on the web and came accross many sites that made me reassured i wasn't going completely mad....
I started to seek help and got put on zoloft but this did me no favours cos from that day on I've been having seizures....Still living with the dp/dr and now complex states of mind thanks to the seizures
I am positive that things will sort out one day...I am determined to get control and get on the right meds, etc......
So that's my story guys...
I started to seek help and got put on zoloft but this did me no favours cos from that day on I've been having seizures....Still living with the dp/dr and now complex states of mind thanks to the seizures
So that's my story guys...