yes very. either that or i feel like i don't exist. both very lonely feelings. i really don't know how to get out of it. i just can't question everything, which i learned not to do as much, but its extremely hard to see things not real, like family, environment, friends, what not. i don't think about it as much, but all i know is that everything seems strange to me. i do mean every single little thing. like walking, talking, writing, playin basketball, driving, working, anything is hard to do because it feels like i am not doing it. i just wish this nightmare would be over, cuz its really taken a toll on me. i don't know how to get my life back.