Not feeling very Christmassy myself. This is my favorite holiday and it has turned out to be a curse. Goddamn this shit brain of mine.
the most misserable christmas yet
gets worse every year...ive realised im not actually making progress,im becoming more and more lost as the years go by...
i have to be realistic now and accept that i am not getting better...this isnt me feeling sorry for myself or feeling down,but there is usally a hint of seasonal emotion and this year nothing at all...i dread the year ahead,and just hate this crap,there has to be a way out
happy christmas for those that are actually making the effort to enjoy..
no doubt next year will be worse (if im still around)
i have to be realistic now and accept that i am not getting better...this isnt me feeling sorry for myself or feeling down,but there is usally a hint of seasonal emotion and this year nothing at all...i dread the year ahead,and just hate this crap,there has to be a way out
happy christmas for those that are actually making the effort to enjoy..
no doubt next year will be worse (if im still around)
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