[JasonFar]

Listening to a great piece of music right now, where I think about what is important....

Time. Smiles with friends, or those I care about. The moment of connection... Laughter. The moment. Connection. Love (platonic). Just thinking romantically about the sincerest moment of compassion and intimacy with friends. This won't last forever.

Yeah, that romantic state of mind. Then the actual experience comes, and I'm too much of a fragile beast to hold all those virtues into their right places.

But I'm getting there.

(sorry for the self-indulgent post, lol) :roll: :lol:

 

[Guest]

I dont think your post was self-indulgent, Jason, I liked it.
I have these moments as well, a lot.

Its especially difficult to deal with the 'this wont last forever'.
With the friendships (possibly) not lasting forever, with these moments not lasting forever. But they are there and always something to go back to in your memory and experience them again and again.
I guess thats what makes life worth it (one of the major things),
although I wonder whats the use if they never stay?
I dont mean to be negative, just a serious thought I have.
You have to create it again and again.
When you look at life its just absurd anyway.
Lets stop here.

 

[Guest]

Then the actual experience comes, and I'm too much of a fragile beast to hold all those virtues into their right places.

And yes I have that too. Then its there, then its gone.
Like my mind cant hold onto it.
Being so fragile, its about to disappear (to be destroyed?)
in only a few seconds.