I’m writing this down partially for my own sanity, but maybe it would help someone else too. There is something deeply rooted in my psyche that just wants to continue thinking and searching for some kind of an answer. I don’t even know what I am trying to get out of life anymore, but this constant search has proven to be very tiring. My mind is on a race track, and it doesn’t know how to stop and sit still. This... sucks.