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I'd be interested to hear if this is familiar to you. The non experience of everything for me applies to time and memory too - not surprising since I don't feel real in the world or feel what's happening 'across' time. Do you retain experience of past weeks or years? As well as the daily loss of reality it is the non-actuality of things happening in time that is painful. Do you understand that other years have happened? I hear, for example, someone saying 'back in 2001' and I just don't get it. It's gone? The same applies to ages - how could I have been 26 etc? There is a pain of not having realness in the world and time. It's partly because now I'm doing better - so cannot comprehend time passed while I was gone.