Just wanted to tell you something after i noticed that there is nothing worse than the hell we are enduring.
i mean seriously look at us we don't have selfs we can't controle our mind and body. we can't sleep we have nightmares
and our mind think about everything exept what we want it to think we think about death and suicide yet we don't do it we don't feel alive or human but we are enduring it
what i wanted to say if i ever recovered i'll be greatful nothing will make me sad or angry
love u all