I started to feel my self acting a tiny bit more normal tonight, and frankly that terrifies me.
Maybe its the buspar Finley starting to work, or maybe its bi-polar disorder.
I feel normal and then freak out that that's wrong and its part of some mental illness i must have. Then i think if i start to get better what happens it this is all fake and I'm really just so much worse now.
Has anyone else ever had feelings like this?