I have the opposite problem. I constantly wish I was normal. Then I could actually live my life instead of being terrified of reality and unreality and everything else.
Terrified of feeling normal
I started to feel my self acting a tiny bit more normal tonight, and frankly that terrifies me.
Maybe its the buspar Finley starting to work, or maybe its bi-polar disorder.
I feel normal and then freak out that that's wrong and its part of some mental illness i must have. Then i think if i start to get better what happens it this is all fake and I'm really just so much worse now.
Has anyone else ever had feelings like this?
Maybe its the buspar Finley starting to work, or maybe its bi-polar disorder.
I feel normal and then freak out that that's wrong and its part of some mental illness i must have. Then i think if i start to get better what happens it this is all fake and I'm really just so much worse now.
Has anyone else ever had feelings like this?
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