[dontgiveafuck]

Are u able to speak to people?. Whenever I try I just always seem to embarrass myself because of this feeling. Are u guys able to have normal conversations. I just feel scared around people and it never feels like me. I just want to escape whenever I am around people, I am never comfortable anymore. It was much easier when I had a personality. Whenever I say something I just overthink it and thoughts do not seem to leave my head and I just think of entirely different things in the middle of conversations. I mostly think about who am I. I does this feel so weird. I am scared of people asking me something because I know I always fuck it up and never know what to say

 

[Chip1021]

I definitely feel the same. The recent requirement of socially distancing has made it easier to be asocial, but this has always been a problem for me, as long as I can remember, and it’s only gotten worse over the years. Sometimes it feels better when I accept the that this is just how things are, how I am. But acceptance is hard to maintain for long as life just feels quite empty like this much of the time.