oh dude.. this is the best description ive ever seen for this awful feeling.. yeah man dissociated from my dissociation. or what i used to say was „i got derealized in the derealization“..Also, it feels like lost the ability to monitor how I'm feeling on the day to day. How could I have dissociated from my own dissociation??
if this is considered to be the „blank mind“, then yeah i have that as well. but it has gotten better since 2020. just go on..