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I can't live with this. It's really hard. 5 years of my Life that Will Never come back, and a lot of future years that Will be horrible. I Just want a Little bit of hope but It seems that there is nothing that Can cure do and dr. I am very suicidal, i don't want to live my Life with this. I Just want a cure... I would go everywhere... Sorry, i'm very depressed.
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Let me tell you this.
God is cruel, to create such a psychiatric disorder.
You'll tell me, he created it and chose certain people to suffer from it, for their own benefit, right!!! Because God always work in mysterious ways, right. This is the same rhetorical sentence people use as their winning card to explain anything that isn't explainable.

Well, I'll tell you this. Don't start shit from the very beginning. Case closed. But, to throw me in a maze, waiting for me to find the way out, only after that to say "oh god, I've gained wisdom and more appreciation for the things I took for granted. Oh lord, thank you for blessing me with this horrible experience to make me a loving better person. Because God works in mysterious ways.
DON'T THROW ME IN THE MAZE IN THE FIRST PLACE. SO NOTHING BAD WOULD HAPPEN. BUT TO CLAME THAT HE HAS A PLAN FOR US AND THIS DISORDER AT THE END IS FOR OUR own BENEFIT!!!
I have a claim then that God is no different than jigsaw from saw movie. At least jigsaw is a human, an imperfect creature. While God, THE ALMIGHTY, creates creatures and fuck them up with numerous illnesses, to toy with them. He's no different than the most worst horrific psychopath in that context.

By the way I'm agnostic. I just wanted to clarify how much contradictory issues and paradoxes you would have if you referred to God, as the solution.
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