Suicide...
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OMG space please dont do this! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Dont give up, I know how you feel, Im tired from this too,but I know there is hope. You cant see it right now.. but there is.
PLEASE dont give up.....In one of your posts you recently said you had a good day, there are more of those to come. I promise you. Please hang on. Sending ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))) your way.
Dont give up, I know how you feel, Im tired from this too,but I know there is hope. You cant see it right now.. but there is.
PLEASE dont give up.....In one of your posts you recently said you had a good day, there are more of those to come. I promise you. Please hang on. Sending ((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))) your way.
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space, let me know you are ok...please...you just left im...
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OMG...i talked to him online...and then he left...if he really did it...is it my fault? I tried to keep him there, i tried to get him to talk and talk until he was sober...but I failed...i couldn't do it...I know logically its' not my fault, but i feel like I could have done something...
Space...suicide isn't an option. Really, take it from me - someone who's tried and failed (durr) before. You only get one crack at life, and however terrible you are feeling, you've got to keep that in mind. If you do the big one, there's no coming back...no hope. It may be a quick end to your suffering, but who's to say that tomorrow won't be a better day? You don't, and won't suffer from this forever, I promise. With the right frame of mind, with or without meds, you can beat this. And when you do, you'll be mightily relieved that you didn't top yourself.
In some ways I am like yourself. I used to have a fantastic life - I had everything, women of my dreams, tons of money, great job and friends, and slowly over the last couple of years I've systematically destroyed it. Now I'm a 33 year old divorcee who lives in his mums spare room in the middle of f*****g nowhere, no job, no money, very few friends, latent anxiety, and very little to look forward to. I'm probably addicted to benzo's (I don't give a s**t at the moment), and am prone to rages and terrible mood swings. I also have acute myaloid leaukemia. No hope? But I still do. There is still hope, and a lot of pleasure/fun/excitement to get out of life. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, or next month, but sometime. And I'm going to stay alive to enjoy it. F**k, be selfish !!! Be selfish enough to want to live....
It's like the film says - get busy living, or get busy dying. If you think about it, it's not a choice is it ?
Get proper help now, and get back here as soon as you feel well enough.
In some ways I am like yourself. I used to have a fantastic life - I had everything, women of my dreams, tons of money, great job and friends, and slowly over the last couple of years I've systematically destroyed it. Now I'm a 33 year old divorcee who lives in his mums spare room in the middle of f*****g nowhere, no job, no money, very few friends, latent anxiety, and very little to look forward to. I'm probably addicted to benzo's (I don't give a s**t at the moment), and am prone to rages and terrible mood swings. I also have acute myaloid leaukemia. No hope? But I still do. There is still hope, and a lot of pleasure/fun/excitement to get out of life. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, or next month, but sometime. And I'm going to stay alive to enjoy it. F**k, be selfish !!! Be selfish enough to want to live....
It's like the film says - get busy living, or get busy dying. If you think about it, it's not a choice is it ?
Get proper help now, and get back here as soon as you feel well enough.
Step one, http://aa.org/ as i edited my original post
Step 2, Get real with my psyc and tell her the meds are not working.
Step 3, Let the old me die...
Step 2, Get real with my psyc and tell her the meds are not working.
Step 3, Let the old me die...
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OH a very relieved rainbo to see that you are okay! PHEW!!!
Keep making those steps.... you hit rock bottom, the only place to go now is up. :wink:
Keep making those steps.... you hit rock bottom, the only place to go now is up. :wink:
Space, i feel for u man, but don,t let this shit beat u, there is a always hope, many say u have to hit rock bottom and then work your way back, getting rid of the baggage that got you there. I od'ed a couple of months ago and spent a month in a psch ward, it wasn't pretty but now am glad i came through it cos life ain't mean't to be like this, healing takes a long time but it can happen.....
It sounds like u got some genuine friends here, and that is something pretty special in itself.
wade
It sounds like u got some genuine friends here, and that is something pretty special in itself.
wade
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·I very very very very much doubt that on the otherside that there is more reality, what's the point of suicide? ending the only form of reality we have so you can face the greatest unreality of all, if anything its 10 time more reality on the otherside.
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