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I'm sorry nobody has replied to this, please have a look at these numbers if you're in immediate danger.
It's hard, but it gets easier, and most make a full recovery.
Hope you're feeling at least a little better
It's hard, but it gets easier, and most make a full recovery.
Hope you're feeling at least a little better
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The only thing that had me not being able to do so because I couldn't do it agony / pain free. I tried to hang myself a year ago, knowing, that I'm already fucked up mentally and physically and nothing is going to change that, and I failed in completing the task.
If I had a fatal substance, that offs me fast and easy, I would do it right here right now. Sometimes, I remember Adam and say to myself, he could have sticked around and stayed longer. Maybe there's a coming new thing that cures us all, who knows!!! And honestly, sometimes, I envy him that he had the chance to check his way out calmly, fast and pain free.
I think each individual on this earth, not only people even all living things, know that if they have a chance and it will get better, or if there's no way and they've consumed there life span and the only thing left to do is to leave, because there's no point in keep going while you know that your time has come to an end.
Me myself, the latter case applies to me. I feel it that it's my time to go and I have been here way too long, just sticking around and keep pushing for nothing.
I'm literally fed up with life in general on every aspect: existentialy, emotionally, socially, financially, humanly, just everything. I'm agnostic and I see no point in anything. It's like I'm floating inside this deep dark realm of void and oblivion. Where I'm just living by only being here as a number, waiting the countdown of my days until I'm finally off this planet.
If I had a fatal substance, that offs me fast and easy, I would do it right here right now. Sometimes, I remember Adam and say to myself, he could have sticked around and stayed longer. Maybe there's a coming new thing that cures us all, who knows!!! And honestly, sometimes, I envy him that he had the chance to check his way out calmly, fast and pain free.
I think each individual on this earth, not only people even all living things, know that if they have a chance and it will get better, or if there's no way and they've consumed there life span and the only thing left to do is to leave, because there's no point in keep going while you know that your time has come to an end.
Me myself, the latter case applies to me. I feel it that it's my time to go and I have been here way too long, just sticking around and keep pushing for nothing.
I'm literally fed up with life in general on every aspect: existentialy, emotionally, socially, financially, humanly, just everything. I'm agnostic and I see no point in anything. It's like I'm floating inside this deep dark realm of void and oblivion. Where I'm just living by only being here as a number, waiting the countdown of my days until I'm finally off this planet.
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I can only hope you get better...I can't tell you much, but breathe in and out and say "I'm fine, I can do this!"
I'm sorry you guys are going through this! Life can get hard but...that's how it is, you need to push through. There's way more to life.
I wish I could hug you guys right now, please, please, please, please message me if you need help!
I'm sorry you guys are going through this! Life can get hard but...that's how it is, you need to push through. There's way more to life.
I wish I could hug you guys right now, please, please, please, please message me if you need help!
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