Hi everyone. I became derealized back in January and suffered with the visual effects for about two months. While I now physically see the world as I used to, all of my dpdr thoughts still remain. I spend 100% of my day thinking about if other people are real, if I’m in a simulation, and how to feel calm again. I have breakdowns every other day and I’ve gotten to the point of considering suicide because I have become so convinced that I’m alone in this universe. I’ve read about others struggling with this. I’m just looking for some kind of advice or insight because I’m too scared to die but also scared of living my life alone with “people” around me. Thank you.