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The last three days i have been struggling. I have had a constant battering of dp then terror then dp then terror. I have been trying everything and is just not working. Last night my body would not relax and my muscles are so sore. My skin is sore to touch. Woke up this morning and cant calm down. Cant stop crying. Cant stop the shakes.Dp has made me feel my legs dont belong to its top and all of it dont belong to me. Couldnt go into work and now scared never will be able to back. So rang a therapist and she can see me at 1:45pm. So posting to try and distract myself. I was thinking of going to hospital. I just dont know. My mum just looked at me and said she doesnt know what to do. Neither do i. She has gone off to work and now alone with my terror.I know will recomend drugs. I am scared to take drugs cause then am i just masking probs? But i think maybe i am so out of control i cant think rationally. I am so super sensitive to meds i think am i inviting more probs in? I just dont know. Im sorry i am just really confused and scared right now. Just needed to write!